Y2K and ten years later

[ 31.12.2009 ]

In the very last minutes of the decade, I feel something, quite special. This new year evening is different to last year or any year before. It’s just because tomorrow belongs to a brand new decade, isn’t it?
I don’t know. I don’t really know. Just feel regretful, without any reasons.
The day ten years ago, I was watching TV about the Y2K bug. In my mind, there was a termination of the world. Before I went to sleep that night, I had talked to myself “let it be”. Fortunately, nothing bad happened in the following day.
From that moment, there are 5,260,319 minutes have gone by. I had got some prizes. I had fallen into some girls. I had known some great people. I had learned some lessons. And I had lost some thing that shouldn’t have been.
But hey, it’s not the time to upset. One more minute and you (in Vietnam) step into the whole new decade. It’s time for celebration. Oops, my clock has knocked, and new day has come. Wish you guys a happy new year.
P/S: Congratulation to Timmy D. as the best player of the decade.
P/S: I think I miss you now

I’m still alive on the Net

[ 22.11.2009 ]

Assignment đã xong, ngồi rảnh rỗi, viết tiếp cái blog mém bị bỏ quên.

Chủ đề 1:

Mùa đông sắp tới rồi, thời tiết mát mẻ (dễ ngủ). Thích nhất là cái cảm giác 12 giờ trưa ngoài trời ko một giọt nắng nào :D, lái xe vi vu 1 mình (không chở ai). Dạo này được trang bị thêm 1 em Canon cho nên càng thích ra đường “bắn tỉa”. Bác Nga bảo sau này thất nghiệp ra công viên chụp hình lấy tiền cũng được :))

Chủ đề 2:

Cuối tháng 11 là lại mọi người là tấp nập với cái sự kiện 20-11 @};-. Năm nay là năm thứ 2 mình không đi dự cái Olympic của FPT (học ở đây cũng mới đc hơn 1 năm). Chả phải là mình không muốn đi, có mỗi điều là đã mấy tuần rồi, mình học như 1 con chó :o3, giờ được nghỉ 1 ngày, mình không thể phí phạm vào việc lái xe 10km lên 1 cái nhà thi đấu và bỏ qua 1 cơ hội nghỉ ngơi.

Chủ đề 2,5:

Đừng tin những gì con gái nói [Hài]

Tranh thủ ngày 8/3/2009, post 1 bài về con gái. Sau đây là 9 câu nói đậm chất “con gái”. Đọc cho kỹ sau này gặp phải còn biết đường né đạn.

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

Self-dialogue

It's very late and I'm still awake. Having nothing to do in the dark night, I imagine talking to myself.

MeOne: It's boring tonight, you think so?

MeTwo: Really? I don't think so, tonight we play game with friends. It's interesting, isn't it?

MeOne: Yah, kinda interesting. But I can't stop thinking.

MeTwo: Think? What did you think about all the day?

MeOne: About a girl...

MeTwo: Girl? haha, your girlfriend or your girl-in-dream?

MeOne: No, none of them, just a girl.

MeTwo: No! No guy on earth spends time just thinking about a girl who isnt his girlfriend.

MeOne: But me.

MeTwo: Ok, ok, I can't help laughing. But what did you think about her?

MeOne: A lot of things. She has just stopped talking to me because of thinking I'm not trusted.

MeTwo: Really? You're not trusted, what the heck you'd done making her think like that?

MeOne: Uhm, firstly, she thought that I had told Mr. HerTheThird the secret she told me these days. But I didn't.

MeTwo: Are you sure you didn't?

MeOne: I didn't tell him anything she told me these days, except that she wanna be friend with him again. And I knew he'd known it yet.

MeTwo: Keep going

MeOne: You know, they are both my friends, they've been having a problem. And I just wanna help them out of this. I came to talk the Mr. Her3rd what I'd known. It's normal, we are friends so I can talk about what I know and what I think. Do you agree?

MeTwo: Without telling what she wanted you to keep secret, it's totally ok.

MeOne: Ya, I did keep them secret. I just told what she didn't tell me, what I had just explored by myself. And when I was not sure about what I said, I always told "I think", "maybe", "I guess",etc. So THERE WAS NOT A WORD ABOUT HER SECRETS NOR A LIE.

MeTwo: Calm down friend. Why didn't you tell her that?

MeOne: Shit! She was as stubborn as a mule. She said she couldn't trust me any more.

MeTwo: This is a difficult situation, friend.

MeOne: I know. She also told that I'd made the relationship between her and Mr.Her3rd worse.

MeTwo: Arrg, what a girl!

MeOne: In my opinion, when a boy and a girl stepped further than friend stage, they are hard to comeback the stage. You think so? And both of them need time to calm themselves to be normal. I experienced that.

MeTwo: Yes, It's true.

MeOne: But it's not true with her. She just want to keep all friends by her side without thinking what they think. It's look like keeping them as satellites more than as friends. And such a girl like her cannot recognize this. Why don't release them for a while, and time will bring them back? Why must be so selfish?

MeTwo: hmm,... ok. I think, with such that girl, you just ignore what she says, don't pay attention to her life any more. Without you she may feel more comfortable. So stop thinking and continue living you own life. Ok?

MeOne: I used to think like you. But you know something? She really means to me. And I cannot leave her losing herself day by day. I really want she can go back 2 years - her most beautiful part of life, back to the real her, the girl I've known. She's changed dramatically for 1 year. At that time, she had a pure love, a pure relationship with pure friends. But right now, she even has no correct definition about friendship. Her so-called friends are just for short time. And with no doubt she cannot differentiate clearly what is sexual emotion between two genders and what is love.

MeTwo: arr, you seem know her so well.

MeOne: Not really. Don't talk to her about that, she is a really really really weak girl, physically and mentally. Hiding behind her strong apperance is the weak soul. She is easy to cry, to be stress... Sometimes, she tried to kill herself. This can lead to one of her bad attitute - easily misplace her heart.

MeTwo: Really? Your friend is soooo complicated. I cannot understand her. But I can see that she is in a high dangerous situation. She absolutely need help. Try to change her, bring the real her back.

MeOne: You think I didn't try doing this? I tried. But her arrogance and pessimism are 2 hardest obstacle to crossover. When I tried telling her that is not the way, she often said I was overconfident and I always thought I was the best.

MeTwo: No, I can confirm that you are not like what that girl said. She just doesn't understand you. Sometimes, you show up that you think you are the best. But it's needed. Would you try to do somthing that you think you cant do?

MeOne: Never... arr she asked me not to say "never" but she often say "always" :)), it's funny.

MeTwo: yeah, you are just an optimist. You never, arr, never say never. You rarely blame someone that he/she is very bad intendingly.

MeOne: yes, I just want everyone think they are the best too. Why everyone can be all the best? 

MeTwo: Yes, it's innovative, and people in the world shouldn't be too pessimistic.

MeOne: I just have no idea how to let her know all that things. By now I have no way to help her because she stop contact me in every way. Tonight we had an appointment in my home but she didn't come without any notice. So what can I do?

MeTwo: I don't know what we can do, too. Just wishing she could understand. It's really late, you should sleep now, tomorrow we have a test.

MeOne: Ok, I will try our best. One more funny thing, hardly when we plan to go to cinema, we fight :)).

MeOne talk to himself:

Someone hates that he tries but failed.

I hate not to try but win

tớ xin lỗi

[ 14.7.2008 ]

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PS: Yêu cậu nhiều lắm...

Ngược đời

[ 1.4.2008 ]

Ngày hôm nay là ngày nói thật, nói thật nhiều hơn tất cả các ngày bình thường khác.
Lạ, hôm nay có phải ngày cá tháng tư không vậy. Tại sao mọi người không đến và nói dối mình, lừa mình đi. Mà tại sao họ lại toàn nói ra sự thật. Quốc tế nói dối, hứng chịu 2 sự thật. Hai sự thật là 2 sự mất mát, 2 sự kết thúc. Quá khó cho một ngày.
Sự thật đến với mình quá bất ngờ, vừa nghe, không thể tin đc. Nhưng mà sau khi tận mắt, tận tai, "chiêm ngưỡng", thì sự thật đó quả là sự thật.
Trong đầu, không còn những dấu "?". Chúng đã được làm thẳng, và trở thành những dấu "!".
Ngược đời. Tại sao lại nhiều lời nói dối như thế. Tại sao ngày bình thường người ta cứ nói dối nhau rồi đến ngày quốc tế nói dối, mọi thứ lại thành sự thật.
Mình đã tin, mình đã nghi ngờ. Rồi lại tin, rồi lại nghi ngờ, nhưng giờ thì chắc còn phải đắn đo suy nghĩ nữa. Nó là sự thật.
Mình đã bị lôi ra xa, ra giữa đại dương. Cũng như ông Sanchiago trong Ông già và biển cả. Mình biết là mình không thể thắng trong trận chiến với đàn cá mập. Nhưng tại sao ông lão không buông ra ngay từ đầu. Ông ta đã kỳ vọng nhiều ở bản thân, hơn thế, ông không muốn sau này phải hối hận vì mình đã không làm hết sức. Mình cũng không muốn phải hối hận. Nên mình vẫn cứ tiếp tục.
Người ngoài, họ cản mình, nhưng có ai cản được.
Ôi đau đầu quá, đau cả dạ dày.
Thật khó để sắp xếp cảm xúc vào lúc này

Leng keng

[ 19.12.2007 ]

Kỳ thi HKI đã trải qua đc 2 ngày. Chỉ còn một buổi cuối với Anh, Lý, Hóa nữa thôi. Sẽ là 100% trắc nghiệm. Mình phải làm cho đàng hoàng. Văn của mình quá tệ rồi, nếu không lo cứu điểm thì có thể sẽ bị rớt xuống TB (!?) :-<. Toán hôm nay cũng không tốt lắm, ko qua đc 8 mất :(. Học tập sa sút quá rồi đấy.

Đi thi về, buồn đời đi ăn Leng Keng. Đây là lần thứ 3 đi ăn Leng Keng rồi. Leng Keng rất là ngon, mà lại vô cùng vui n ữa. Lời khuyên cho bạn nào có bạn gái (hay chưa có, như mình) cũng lên đi ăn. Cứ tới đại một cái KFC nào đó, bỏ 12k cho 2 cây kem Vani hay Chocolate gì đó, là được một bữa mặt mày như con nít, cười ko ngớt, buồn cũng thành vui.

À quên, hôm qua qua nhà thằng Sơn để lấy 2 gói quà cho Ngọc (:-s, lỡ nói lấy từ T6 mà giờ mới lấy đc). Thằng này đi Úc mang theo cả sách thí nghiệm Lý, Hóa của nhóm nó, mình không sang lấy về thì chả biết nhóm này HKII lấy gì mà thí nghiệm. Nói cho các bạn biết tình hình của béo. Béo sang đó ở chung với 1 gia đình Việt Nam và 1 cha Ấn Độ gì đó. Đã tới trường nhận lớp, nhưng chỉ mới gọi về nhà 2 lần. Nói chung là thằng này đoảng lắm, chả biết tự lo đc không đây.

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